I get onto the computer, I check my email, browse facebook, occasionally do something somewhat productive, and finally think to myself 'I should post on that blog I made..' As you can see, I never make it so far as to actually post. Reasons? I could say I don't have enough time, or am lacking the creative juice.
But really, I could do it or make time for doing it if I wanted.
The Question:"Well, dangit, then why don't you?"
The Answer: I'm trying to think of a way to communicate this to you, dear reader, with out waxing eloquent about my ulterior motives or something.
Eh, I guess I'll just break it down for you.
I wrote this blog to force myself out of my usual boxes; a relatively impulsive decision to explore 'who I really am'. That concept, right there, legitimately freaks me out. Which is why I decided to make this blog, ever so many months a go. A last ditch attempt to make myself figure out what makes me tick. Understanding how other people work is something that completely fascinates me. Figuring me out is another story; I'm afraid that everything a person might like about me is a complete scam.
Basically, I've been procrastinating writing this just because I'm scared of what I might find, or even worse, what you might think of those findings.
Oh well.
Overthinking aside, let's try this again. Posts forthcoming.
-C
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